My blues and My greens

Blues:

• On a rainy day, when I have to walk back from office to home, on muddy roadside, soiling shoes and clothes.
• When I visit family for a cousin's wedding, and my other cousins have not reached by then.
• When I used to travel from Varanasi to Mumbai in a train, and with every passing station I have to count the hours left before reach home. It gets more blue, the closer I get there.
• When in Kodaikanal, my friends went rock climbing leaving me behind because I was knocked but, and every time I tried to recall how I got out, everything turned black.
• When my card does not work at billing time.
• When I realize that the shirt I wanted to wear to office that day is not clean/ironed.
• When it has been long since I had played TT and I hurry to the table but still have to sign for getting the TT bats
• When I am playing TT and there is a call and I receive it only to hear a recorded message playing for dialer tone adv, "Pappu can't dance saala! " arre pappu naach nahi sakta to main kya karu????
• When a cricket match is interrupted by rain gods.

Greens:

• When all my cousins call in and say "abey yaar tu aaja varna maaza nahin aayega (on some function or gathering)"

• When I can stand under a shower and let the water flow all over me, incessant, unrestrained, cleansing everything from mind to soul....
• joy on mom's face when i reach home
• Remembering the GOA tour "When I can stand on a beach and feel the sand retreating from under my feet and yet maintain my balance waaaaow" .
• When I realize that I have helped somebody without expecting anything in return.
• hearing that ring tone, that specific one, when mom, dad or sis calls.
• When sometimes I (very rarely) I realize that I did something right which I had done wrong earlier.
• sitting and enjoying mom oiling my hair
• calling home with no reason, just hearing everyone speak from the other side
• wishing diwali, hugging everyone u meet
• When I keep delaying my daily ablutions and Mummy comes to shout on me to go take a bath!
• When I sometimes dress up with care( insaano types)... and I realise that its worth it ;)
• when i hear my sis's voice ..bhai tujhe pata hain aaj kya hua..
• when my mom hugs me on my way back to Hyderabad